Awww big hugs xxx Your a brilliant mum everyone gets down sometimes we all have our tearfull moments i just think it comes with parenthood! Dont worry  your a top mum and i hope you feel better soon x

Lizi x

 Hey hun, firstly, YOU ARE NOT A BAD PERSON!XX  I no what youre saying and going through at the mo, as its exactly the way ive been feeling lately too,one day you'll think things are ok and then next thing you know you feel like sobbing your heart out for no apparant reason.It makes you doubt youself and capabilities as a mother too, along with the little self confidence you had. Often paul has found me in another room crying,or woken up to find me in tears, and half the time i cant say why,and i feel even more sad and pathetic for its a vicious circle.  

Hun would you consider talking to a councillor? I had been to various councillors several times, felt uncomfortable and swore never to do it again, but ive been going to one for two weeks now , and although i still have bad days, its helping me this time,having someone who understands what im feeling, and also helps put some things into perspective so they can make a little sense among the confusing feelings. Also, she had to establish whether my depression is PND  or not, which, as i suspected, it isnt. Also, im on medication  too, which although i wasnt keen on,i decided to try, as anything that might help reduce these feelings  was worth a try, it got that bad 

 just dont be afraid to say how you feel,we're all here for you and would love to help you if we can,       take care,  steph and ellie xxx

aww babe i supose we could all say things and give you advice but theres all the help and advice you need here you know that but i think you have got to go and see your doctor and maybe change you medicatin perhaps its that but i think deep down you need to take just a day away from everyone and think what you want to do and perhaps that would answer the questions that keep spining in your head xx   iain would cope luv with the kids otherwise you wouldnt be with him or perhaps he not helping enough around the house with cleaning and jut stupid things like making tea or anything by the sounds of it you seem to be doing way to much and not letting other people help you as your so used to doing it yourself xx but i hope you get yourself sorted luv as no-one else can do it for you but make sure you do xx you are the best mum ever and always will be x