Well I started a diary on another site and though I may as well do one on here.

If anyone reads and wants to comment can you post in another thread so I can keep this purely my diary. xxxxx

So here goes, the most recent entry will be at the top.

 

14 August 2007 

CD 29 of 28 Day Cycle

well its Test day today

No AF but POAS = BFN

Not sure whats happening but will wait a few days and do it again

Ho HUm

Been married 3 yrs today!!!!

29 July 2007

CD13

well DH has really got into TTC. Asking my dates when would be best etc!

I've
said I won't get too sucked into it as will get disappointed but we are
both enjoying the togetherness again as its been so strained for a
while.

mind you not sure how frewuently my body can cope with all this BD!!

I guess as long as we make sure we do it enough times over the 4 days I know I normally ov then we may be lucky.

its weird tho cos DH keeps saying weird things liek " should I go to the left or right!! well puts you off!! lol

got to laugh! not every bloke is married to a freak!!

27 July 2007

CD11

Well it officially starts now!!

Can't kiss Paul properly, don't think he really wants to kiss a gappy wife but hey!

we're actually quite excited about TTC again and its quite funny really thinking about it, scary as well!

all the discussions on should we leave one way one time and the other the next etc so we get good shots at both uterus'!!!

daft and makes it sound stupid and technical!!

if it happens it happens and I'll be well happy.

can't build my hopes up too much as it won't be fair on Adam or Paul if I am down all the time!

here is a quick pic of my monkey Adam!!!

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24 July 2007

CD 8

Well my mouth still seriously hurts. been a week now.

Adam being a proper little pickle. making us all laugh. giggles all the time!

got to love him!

I am nervous for when I fall pg. I know I am guaranteed another prem but scared it will be earlier this time round.

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22 July 2007

CD 6

Well had the op now so when swelling gone down a bit its full steam ahead on teh TTC!!!!

so excited!!

even did myself a ticker!!

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19 June 2007

Well all going to plan I can start TTC again anytime after 18th July!!!

I have my op date on the 18th July and as long as that is all ok and no setbacks we cann TTC!!

Its so nice to have a time to look forward to!

I really hate the thought of this op but I need my teeth done and its this way or no way!

eek!

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4 June 2007

I am getting seriously broody.
Its frustrating as I know I cant TTC till after I have had my dental surgery.
Dont want to fall pg and not be able to have it done. been psyching myself up for months and I am scared wittless!

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14 April 2007

Not posted in here for ages.

we
have made a decision that it would probably be best to hold off on the
TTC until Adam decides to sleep through or is 18mths (which ever is
soonest!!)

He has done a few nights sleeping through although
illness, teething etc seems to keep waking him in the middle of the
night and he ends up in with us!

If we wait till he is 18mths
then when I should have the baby would be when Adam is 2 although as
guaranteed another prem baby it could arrive up to 3 mths before its
due date!!

Its nice to know that we are both happy enough and
secure enough and now - confident enough to deal with another prem
labour/birth and that Adam will be able to deal with it all!!!

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8 February 2007

I've not posted this week. Been feeling a bit out of sorts.

Had an early mc at the weekend.
Had AF start on the wed but it wasnt a normal AF. It just seemd all one sided.

On Sat afternoon I started cramping again and noticed that instead of AF I was passing thick clots and a fair amount of blood.

I
did a HPT a couple of days before as AF wasnt normal and it was +ve
(not very strong but definitley there, so knew straight away what this
was.

Spoke to GP and have been told that if cramping doesnt stop or feel unwell to go in but now it seems to have stopped.
I will mention it to the nurse when I go take adam for his jabs tomorrow.

All
onwards and upwards. Its brought back horrid memories of teh last 3 but
I know I will get there and thinking of my little man all day is
fantastic!!
He keeps me busy so I cnat dwell on it too much.

so here is to ttc again when all is properly settled!

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31 January 2007

well af showed up just now! only 4 days late!!!!
thrown me out totally!!

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29 January 2007

Well yesterday AF was due but oh no..... she didnt visit!

She still hasnt visited today so I did a test and....................

BFN!!!!

What the hell are you playing at AF!!

I am alwasy 28days to the day so now I am CD29. very confusing!!

Its making me nervous!

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20 January 2007

just thought I would put this on here so that I can see where I am without forgetting!!!


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19 January 2007

Well here we are!

Thinking of TTC a sibling for my little man.

A bit of an intro needed

I'm Trish, 28 married to Paul 29.
We
have a gorgeous little man called Adam James. He will be 1 on 17 Feb.
He is our miracle baby. He was conceived after 3 mc. I have a condition
called Uterus Didelphys (double uterus and double cervix.) This was a
contributing factor in my mc's.

Adam was born at 32weeks + 5 days after originally going into labour at 26weeks.

I
am not going to become religious at ttc as I will only get my hopes up
to be dashed and I'm not sure I could cope with that, so the plan is to
have fun, not put pressure on ourselves and see what happens.

If we happen to bd around ov then great!

hopefully in the next yr we will have some joy!!!